I really just need to get my thoughts together and do what I really want to do
which is kinda a good thing for me considering i cant get downstairs to the kitchen half the day. i need to weigh myself today. i havent weighed myself in like a month and i know im not going to be happy with what i see. im going to start taking progress pictures every month. it really is a new perspective at yourself when you see a photo of your body. it will motivate me to change. i havent eaten anything yet today, but its only 2.
i guess thats okay considering i have been eating piggishly lately. i did fast today though, but i still feel full for some odd reason. im going to try to fast again tomorrow, but if i dont i want to keep in under 500 calories. maybe ill just have soup or something liquid.
This one isn’t going to be easy. I’m sick of being fat, i want those extra pounds to leave and never come back ! I want my bones to stop hiding under that disgusting fat.
And because this is the month of delicious food and mouthwatering cookies then you are allowed to eat loads if you want of…
Before… and after. And this is just from today. Tan lines -_-
Holy moly!
omg omg this is it, i wanna be this next summer!